8/24/20XX
The
treatment continues and I’m being told it’s a great success. Every day I inform my friends of all the many
things I’m remembering and they say that at this rate I’ll have every bit of my
memory back in the next week. They have
even told me that with all of my memories returned and my mental faculties back
to normal I will be able to leave the Castle with a clean bill of health. I thought I was healthy enough already, but
apparently this was not the case.
I
remembered today back to the day I was first brought to this Castle. There was overcast on the cliffs where the
Castle was perched, and I was walked up by two strong friends of mine. They both had a tight grip on me so that I
wouldn’t hurt myself. Apparently back
then I was a bit wild, but it was all in good fun. The doors to the Castle were so big and when
they opened there was so much noise from the inside. Cheers from the inhabitants over my arrival,
voices across the PA exclaiming the grand arrival of myself, and a host of
other noises that I assume were in celebration of me!! There were also a bunch of lights moving and
dancing across the sky. Then the lights
were directed at me because I was the main event!! The walls around the Castle were also lit up
as well. They flickered and dances with
an electric blue that was captivating. My first night there I was led to my
bedroom where my new best friend was waiting.
Seeing April for the first time lying comfortably on my new bed made me
imagine that she was some sort of queen-of-the-bed. I felt a bit bad removing her from her throne,
but she had to move for me to sleep. It
was such a happy memory really; back when April wasn’t handicapped.
I
can also remember further back, before I came to the Castle. The memories aren’t as clear yet, but I know
they will return in time. There are
images that don’t make sense to me. I remember
a man, my father maybe, standing holding my hand as a child. We were on a beach and we were looking out at
the ocean. The words “…remember…” and “…gift…”
were said at some point, but like a dream I can’t piece it together that
well. The sun was setting and we turned
around to return to our house further inland from the shore, but then the
memory is gone in an instant. I’ve been
told by my friends to concentrate really hard and remember what was said, but
it’s difficult. My friends are now
trying to speed things along with my treatment though, and have upped my dose
of Futroculilinulm. Such an odd name
really for a drug, but I guess nowadays they’re getting that way so I don’t
question it. I’m very much excited to
help out my friends in any way possible, and so I gladly take my medicine.
April
has been rather quiet lately, and I think it has something to do with my
comments about her weight recently.
Apparently, she tells me, a thin teddy bear is not attractive, and that
I really don’t know what I’m talking about because I’m not a teddy bear. A valid point, but I told her any teddy bear
would be more than happy to be with her.
Then she wiggled her one leg and it became clear to me what her real
issue is. With that said I asked my
friends here if they might be able to fix her up and give her a new leg and
they most certainly did!! April is now the sexiest teddy bear in the Castle and
I doubt she could be happier. Her new
leg is a bit different from her other leg, but I’m not going to say anything
because she’s already so self-conscious as it is.
With
all that said, I think I’ll call it a day.
I have a big day tomorrow what with the increased treatment program, so
I might be away from this log for a few days.
I’ll return soon though, so don’t worry.
Goodnight.
“4.14.20xx
…patient
#426 is portraying signs of classic multiple personality disorder as well as
schizophrenic tendencies. The “monsters”
that she is “communing” with are very much controlling her, and we have seen
them in full form for a brief instant while using the Phrenix Pulse Manipulator…
4.18.20xx
…I
am under the strong belief that increasing the impulse kickback field by 20%
will result in full physical beings in our world…
…patient
#426 will most likely be consumed in the process of human energy
transformation, but the beings will most certainly become present, and patient
#426 is of no concern to us…”
“5.25.20xx
…
I have taken a shine to patient #884 “Leon”.
His perceptions of reality in the drug induced coma are most
interesting. The current medication has
shown mixed results. We were hoping to
pull his visions of the future from his body entirely and utilize them for
further research, but there has been little luck so far.
On
the upside, Leon has come down with amnesia (probably a side effect of the
current drugs) and has no memory of anything outside of the current day. This
convenient side effect has made him very suggestible and easy to manipulate.
We
have given him a log and directed him to write.
We are hoping this will inform us of any developments in his condition…
6.20.20xx
…It
would appear that Leon is only seeing his own death in his future visions at
the moment. The drugs are keeping these visions peaceful enough which is good,
as another psychotic patient is not what we need around here. Patient #426’s bad reaction to the procedure
was most unpleasant. She threw a fit and
ended up trying to mutilate her own appendages.
We stopped her before she got too far along, but we must start putting
procedures in place to safeguard ourselves from them…
…the
plan is to start Leon on Futroculilinulm in the hopes that the future visions
will become more inclusive and more tangible.
More tangible visions will allow easier capture of any and all
subsequent visions…
…the
drug works like an antibody would, but it’s tailor made for binding to thoughts
and memories specifically. The “antibody”
attaches itself to a memory that is perceived to be of an age we select. In this case, we’re trying to look into the
future in which case the age must be older than patient #884.
…after
triggering the regions of foresight in the brain and releasing the memories,
the “antibodies” attach and basically solidify the memory into a material that
can be easily extracted and stored…
8.15.20xx
…It
has been decided that Leon’s dosing will be upped. This will ensure a full extraction of all
future sights. Given the reaction of patient #653 it is unlikely that Leon will
survive the upped dosage but there is a small chance, seeing as what happened
with patient #654. His reaction was most
violent, and proved to be uncontrollable.
While unable to contain him he did meet is end eventually. It is most fortunate for us, and highly
unlikely that he survived the fall from the grand room window…
