I wish I could explain myself,
But I’m most certainly uncertain
I’ve got all the answers in me
Just wish I could ascertain them
It makes me that introverted extrovert
The kind that says what he’s not thinking
I want company to calm my fears
But despise it when it appears
Don’t ask me to pick a side
They both look good to me
For even if I was over there,
Here is where I’d also want to be
I don’t like any one feeling
I can love you and hate you too
I know exactly what you’re thinking
But I also only think I do
My only friend is doubt
And he’s undoubtedly my enemy
I’d find somebody else
But I don’t trust that they’d trust me
I’m fighting a cognitive dissonance
I’m pulled in two directions at once
I’m fighting on all fronts
And I think I’m almost done for