Comeback

Lost it? Can't find it.
Wondering where that part of my mind is
You wrote; now you quote
Originality locked in complexity
A story for someone
That I can't seem to get done
A past life, I lived
To get it back; what I wouldn't give
If depression was its food
I'd say goodbye for good
If loneliness was its fire
I'd happily leave that desire
Which emotion caused a spark?
What no leaves me in the dark?
I am happy.  I am content.
Is that what caused its end?
Creativity running dry
And all I can ask is why?
Is it me? Have I changed?
Is my lack of effort to be blamed?
Is it okay? Is it for the best?
Is it all just a part of my past?
I'm in love.  I'm no longer searching
Still, the desire to write is lurking...