They Just Rearrange

F---! I don’t know what to write

Just wish I didn’t have to sleep alone tonight

I don’t want to keep doing this

I just wish I didn’t have to miss

And I’m worried it won’t go my way

And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t fear that pain

I swear to God I’m going insane

I’m not depressed, but I’m not the same

And things never change

They simply rearrange

But nothing’s the same

Yeah nothing’s the same

I can’t do things for you

Without thinking of me

And you can tell me I’m sweet

But it’s not what I need

I don’t deserve any of it

If that’s truly how I feel

I see internal ulterior motives

And I hope they aren’t real

And things never change

They simply rearrange

But nothing’s the same

Yeah nothing’s the same

If I have to live with that feeling

Every time I see you

Then I can honestly say

I don’t know what I’m going to do

My heart swells up

But then it starts to hurt

I debate whether it’s all worth it

But know that none of it’s deserved

And things never change

They simply rearrange

But nothing’s the same

Yeah nothing’s the same

And she likes him

But he needs someone else

And he likes her

But she needs someone else

We just keep dancing here

Because the same song will never finish

Anxiously awaiting our next partner

Because our personal wants never diminish

And things never change

They simply rearrange

But nothing’s the same

Yeah nothing’s the same