Ever Again

I’m stuck in an area covered by ashes of steel

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to feel

I’m travelling a land of gods, hicks and hooves

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to move

I’m losing myself, but finding an old friend again

And I wonder if I’ll ever again remember then

I’m moving forward toward a roller coaster

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to cause a stir

I’m running in a race that she’s already won

And I wonder if I’ll ever again find the one

I’m feeling a sense of destroying delight

And I wonder if I’ll ever again sleep for a night

I’m stuck in an area covered by ashes of steel

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to feel

I’m traveling a land of gods, hicks and hooves

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to move

I’m listening to the flowers, while staring at wall

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to fall

I’m gazing at the stars that can no longer direct

And I wonder if I’ll ever again have that affect

I’m falling in the open while the future closes in

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to win

I’m writing in the dark with only a neon glow

And I wonder if I’ll ever again completely know

I’m stuck in an area covered by ashes of steel

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to feel

I’m traveling a land of gods, hicks and hooves

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to move

I’m staying up late with the memories I keep

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to sleep

I’m fading out white noise and listening to nothing

And I wonder if I’ll ever again find that something

I’m immortalizing memories with pen and paper

And I wonder if I’ll ever again forget her

I’m ending it on my terms before it’s even begun

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be seeing that one

I’m stuck in an area covered by ashes of steel

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to feel

I’m traveling in a land of gods, hicks and hooves

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to move

I’m avoiding the truth so that I can stay miserable

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be stable

I’m longing for love, and hoping for happiness

And I wonder if I’ll ever again find a beautiful mess

I’m looking to the future, and finding the past

And I wonder if I’ll ever again make it last

I’m searching the stars and combing the land

And I wonder if I’ll ever again hold that hand

I’m stuck in an area covered by ashes of steele

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to feel

I’m traveling in a land of gods, hicks and hooves

And I wonder if I’ll ever again be able to move…